Alone in the dark of my mind, how can i feel this small trapped within my own thoughts
Surging past me like a train,
Spinning me round like a hurricane,
Really don’t know what i’m feeling , second guessing myself leaves me reeling.
I wish i could switch off this pain, your sledge-hammer words strike again and again.
I want to yell i’m in trouble, but those words span the years , im smashed emotional rubble.
So I’m left to flounder and flail, metaphorical tiger caught by the tail.
Still alone in the hell in my head, sanity left me for dead.
I wish I could tell you , you caused this, but the thought of speaking out makes me nauseous.
I hope your happy I’m reduced to this small scared me, alone in the dark, lost at sea.