Alone in the dark of my mind, how can i feel this small trapped within my own thoughts
Surging past me like a train,
Spinning me round like a hurricane,
Really don’t know what i’m feeling , second guessing myself leaves me reeling.
I wish i could switch off this pain, your sledge-hammer words strike again and again.
I want to yell i’m in trouble, but those words span the years , im smashed emotional rubble.
So I’m left to flounder and flail, metaphorical tiger caught by the tail.
Still alone in the hell in my head, sanity left me for dead.
I wish I could tell you , you caused this, but the thought of speaking out makes me nauseous.
I hope your happy I’m reduced to this small scared me, alone in the dark, lost at sea.
It’s so very vivid, and convincing of what we we feel in everyday phases.
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Thankyou , this one is taken from personal experience.
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