Push it down , drink it in never let it out again .
Eat it all , consume the bad of a world unfair and mad .
I cannot speak , don’t know what to say , what good would it do me anyway ?
Lock it in , throw away the key , the outside me is all you’ll see .
My absolute devotion of suppressing these emotions , you’ll really have no notion of my inner commotion.
It’s not healthy , I realise but at any cost it goes inside.
Rationalised and quantified , all the pain I internalise .